Filth!!

The more we fall into Love, the more the problems arise.

I tried to help myself with the view that one should be accepted the way  he or she is. But the more you get close to the person eventually I start to observe the fault lines from point blank range. I understand that there is no point interfering in there lives but at the same time I cant except the facts that the person is so ignorant about it. Once she asked me "How much do you love me".


I replied "as much as I love salt",  without salt the food is tasteless but again too much of it makes it insipid.
I have tried to give whatever was possible till that was not going against the principles of my life. And whenever people try to cross the limit of conscience, its the end! I turn my face away and move silently.
The other person has no clues of the cyclone that had just passed.


I don't have many people in my life. I speak whatever reflects in my brain. People love to stay away from me. And honestly I am indifferent to them. I have undergone a lot of turmoil and slowly started to sediment.
I honestly cant afford to let myself be affected by the abrupt changes happening.
I believe that all these will just last for a moment. "Nothing lasts forever, even cold November rain".

I am happy to stay the way I am. Finally feeling a bit cozy and its time for a cup of coffee. The weather is good and I am feeling comfortable after writing this out.

                                                                                                                            3rd July,2012
                                                                                                                                2:36 am

Thoughts unplugged

 

IN THE BRIGHT  MOON LIGHT  WHEN I SAW HER FACE , I WAS LOST. THE ONLY WORDS I COULD UTTER THAT NIGHT "I LOVE YOU" AND HUGGED HER TIGHTLY. WITH TEARS IN EYES I ONLY TOLD HER " PLEASE DON'T LEAVE ME".

AS THE NATURE WAS SHOWERING ITS LOVE ON US. BLESSING US.

QUESTIONS LIKE WHY IT HAPPENED? WHAT WAS IT? AND SO MANY OTHER WOULD BE INSANE AND MEANINGLESS.

"IT JUST HAPPENED ". NO ONE BETTER THAN US KNOWS HOW IT FEELS TO BE COMPLETE.WHEN YOU HAVE EACH OTHERS ARMS OPEN.

THINGS DONE OUT OF LOVE ARE ALWAYS FELT ALWAYS CHERISHED AND IS EVER FLOWING

AND AFTER THAT EVENING I FELT AND KNEW WHAT LOVE MEANS....

DAYS PASSED AS RIVER AMAZON MAKING ITS WAY THROUGH THE DENSE FOREST, FALLS, RAPIDS, MEANDERING AND STILL FLOWING SMOOTHLY AND MAKING ITS WAY THROUGH AND STILL CARRYING FRESH WATER .... LOVE IS ALWAYS FRESH... IT HAS NO DEPRECIATION.. IT APPRECIATES WITH PASSAGE OF TIME AND EVEN DISTANCE BETWEEN THEM CAN CAUSE NO HARM TO THERE FEELINGS..

SUDDENLY NOW SHE DECIDED NOT TO KEEP CONTACT WITH ME.. HOW SHOULD I REACT???

I REMEMBER LORD BARYON'S "WHEN WE PARTED"

When we two parted
In silence and tears,
Half broken-hearted,
To sever for years,
Pale grew thy cheek and cold,
Colder thy kiss;
Truly that hour foretold
Sorrow to this...

...In secret we met
In silence I grieve
That thy heart could forget,
Thy spirit deceive.
If I should meet thee
After long years,
How should I greet thee?
With silence and tears.

When we two are parted